Saturday, July 24, 2010

Dream Diary entry #2


The Dream(s)

I say "The Dream(s)" because sometimes I have recurring dreams that
are very vivid and emotional. In fact since I have become in tune with myself and centered I tend to have more recurring dreams than knew ones.

My parents have my daughter and I have tried different ways in this recurring dream to get my daughter back from them. This dream is basically my physical life being practiced in my sleep. I literally found a different way in each dream to get my daughter back. I used other people and situations to my benefit.


The Interpretation

Imagine being away from your child for so long that you cannot help but have dreams about kidnapping him/her or running away with them. The symbolism in this dream is right dead on. I find a way to get her and I am successful at it. It gives me the emotional strength to keep fighting and to do whatever it is within the law and within my power to get my child back home with me.

The Dream Diary pt 1


The Dream

`So I kept having this dream of this enormous house with passageways, getaways and hiding places, sometimes the house even turned into be what seemed an insane asylum or a hospital. I am running away from something, something I cannot see, something I can only feel not even like a spirit more of a knowing that something is there. I am running and hiding all over the house, I come to different rooms and experience different things in these rooms, different feelings. Sometimes the rooms make me feel happy, some of them make me reflect, some are dreadful. At the end of the dream I always seem to find a way completely out of the house.

My Interpretation

After writing the dream down I began to analyze it. I see the house representing my life, the rooms represent different situations in my life. The room where I reflect seemed to have been the safest room and this represents exactly what it is, reflection is my escape. The fact that I find a way out and never seem to see what it is that I am running from is a good sign to me because it means I get away from it. I kind of feel that it really represents me running from myself and that is why I cannot actually see what it is, that is also why the room where I reflect is the safest because in here I don't feel the need to run anymore. This means a lot to me because at some point I wondered if all the time I spent alone in reflection was harmful to my persona, now I can understand that it is needed.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

The Right Brain

This blog is a look between the lines of my life, and to make you read between the lines of yours.

If given a chance to write down all the things you ever did right in your life could you honestly say what they are? Until about a year ago I wouldn't have been able to.

We are used to knowing for sure what we did wrong and somehow misplacing what we may have done right. I think that is what is plaguing many people's minds today.

When we look at the news, what do we see? Drama right? Or maybe a killing, or schools closing or losing accreditation, everything that is wrong. Now every once in a while you will catch something good on the news, like fundraisers or people helping people, I myself can appreciate this; however 95% of the time the news is filled with negativity, things going wrong.

TV shows are filled with what? Things going wrong, right? Drama. Why do we love the mis-happenings of other people so much. If we learn to appreciate people and situations in this life for what they do right for us, I think we would be okay.